Day 20

Today, I am grateful for completely losing my cool!  This usually happens in the worst way every 2-3 months.  I try to prepare for it but, without fail, even I am shocked by it.  I went off on everyone today, cussing, throwing a fit, and dang near wanted to throw my brand new laptop against a wall.  But, I did lose my cool and I did with someone relatively new right there. Scary!  My regular circle is used to me….can’t have new people wandering, staring, wanting to feed the animals, etc.  But, after every Mad Woman episode, I always feel better so I’m grateful for that one day every 2-3 months when I act a plum ass fool because it gets me right back to where I need to be.  In the range of normalcy with everyone else.